Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thoughts on turning older

In a few weeks I will be a year older. I will be 24.

The 20s have been a disaster for me... One year just running into another and falling apart...At the end of the year, all seems to be useless and worthless. I am doing something here, but it seems that the end result is either going to be delayed for a long time or is going to be something that I do not care for.

It has also made me realize that I am undecided and oscillating, a condition that I enjoyed earlier and now regret. I thought it was good that I couldn't choose between what I want to do and what I would end up doing...

It's been disconcerting and troubling, this feeling that I have carried for more than a year and half. So the question still remains...what do I wanna do with my life?

2 comments:

kedar said...

the good bit is at least you want to do something with your life, right? so, let's drink to that! nice post.

Unknown said...

Read 'Predictably Irrational'.

Listen to 'Everybody's free (to wear sunscreen)' by Baz Luhrmann