Thursday, October 30, 2008

A little bit of Godness










Listening to: Janis Joplin/Lil Wayne (seperately)


Watching: the monitor
  • Have started to believe in God. Living in a place where you like no one..u start believing in some things that you thought you never will. Will have to think a lot about that..does living alone have any effect on how you perceive God? Does being away from family make you believe in what they say strongly?
    Is God a man or woman? ....What the hell!
  • Saw an episode of Fringe...and i must say that it is Not at all Lost...Joshua Jackson was a good addition. But will have to see more to say more..
  • Working on a report writing assignment right now. Apparently our class wanted Bush to be killed in Chennai, but the teacher thought it might be a bit too much..
  • Thinking of watching Fashion this weekend. Might do too

Monday, October 27, 2008

Random small sized posts





  • I am on a Monty Python spree. Have started watching it like MAD and I think I might do my project on it. But will have to do immense research for it.

  • And now for something completely different.

  • Have decided that Journalism may not be the best area for a non-socializing person like me. Have started to believe, "Hell is other people." There is no escape!

  • Have discovered the benefits of a torrent. After a successful download of Dark Knight, have become a Torrent fan. Might have to buy a wi-fi connection soon.

  • US election is coming up and fates will be decided. Honestly, my vote doesn't count and neither does my opinion, but I would prefer Obama to be the new leader. He seems young, radical, motivated and is liberal. I admit to not knowing more about his politics, but his stance on issues like war and abortion seem to be neutral. Anything's better than extreme.

  • Chennai has books and movies and loads of them. This weekend I bought - books on film theory, plays by Girish Karnad, Another Agatha Christie novel called Dumb Witness. Also purchased a few films like Iko, The Birds, and Poirot movies... cant get enough of Christie

  • Have stopped watching television all together. This thought scares me a lot! I am spending a lot of time on the laptop, but television is just another screen dimension. Missed so many F1 matches this season, along with new series on english channels.

  • Will see the new Potter trailer and report. Cant believe I missed that one. Shame on me!

  • Have started listening to BBC podcasts. I get a very slow connection here, but the podcasts are very small. So I can easily download a few. They are very informative and interesting.

  • Dilli or Delhi? Once , I go back I might decide whether I am a Dilli-ite or a Delhiite. Makes no difference either way. To live in Delhi and not be a part of it is a shame.

Recently, conversations have been turning to subjects like marriage, caste, religion, region and family and what I discover is that all of these matter more than identity. Maybe because they are a part of one's self. Apart from these traditions, there are a few hangups that never leave us and are passed down from earlier generations.


I had never given much thought to what others believe because I always think that thoughts and beliefs are mutable, changing constantly with new experiences. One can never believe that anything is fixed because nothing is. How can anyone believe that our ideas and identities are permanent, when we live in a world that forces us to scrutinize our actions and doubt our ability..



  • Just saw the HP trailer.. so familiar, it reminds of comfortable Delhi days...()